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I was afraid of losing my job. <em>This isn’t supposed to happen to me</em>, I thought. As an employee of a Christian ministry responsible for raising my own salary and benefits, I thought, <em>Seriously, how is this happening to me?</em> I’m a good employee and my last performance review had no hangups. I was confused, sad, and disappointed.</p><p>I was stressed, anxious, and not doing well. The challenges seemed to come all at once. My wife, Priscilla, ruptured her Achilles tendon, leaving her bedridden for forty-two days, save for assisted showers and physical therapy. I responded the only respectable way I knew how: suck it up and keep going. Activate Super Jonathan! Pickup and drop-off for both kids, meal prep for each week, all the laundry, garbage, and compost, doctors’ appointments and late nights, tax prep and budgeting—all of this I would handle perfectly. </p><p>The problem is, I’m not superhuman and no one was asking me to be. But I convinced myself otherwise. 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